people say i'm crazy

First day of school. How did winter break go by so fast? And why was my last week of winter break hell? So much sadness consumed my last week of winterbreakforever. I guess I just have a lot of things I need to learn to deal with. I'm almost positive I'll be much better now. I feel like I've woken up to a new beginning this morning. I hope I can stay posi throughout the rest of this year. We all have battles we have to fight, but we have to make sure to keep up with the good times as well. I've been lucky enough to have friends that care. I want to make sure they continue to care by not being negative. I'm going to keep on keepin' on.

With that said, I have one more class today, then I'll be on my way home by 2:20pm. I am currently listening to meth dad (hey tyler, i know you're reading this due to your email app that tells you whenever someone is using the word meth, and dad together all at once) and sitting in a hallway contemplating where to buy books this semester for the cheapest. This semester, and practically my last 'real' semester (if that means anything?) will be hard, and sure to keep me busy. I will always find time to have fun though. Which is why I've decided to take Tuesday/Thursday classes, for the first time ever. I hope everything goes well with them, and I don't take a backseat to school, but who knows. I can only try. Keyword: try.

I hope I can continue to balance everything out with my life. Friends, School, Family, Work, Boyfriend. It all can kind of blur together.

blurs.
blur-ed.
blurish.

that is my mind.
clarity. Where does one get it.